Deep in Thought

Hi.

Me again.

Buried and tired and trying to stay above the water line.  It's harder on some days than others.

Rob is doing okay!  He's still sleeping quite a bit, but when he's awake, he continues to become more of who I know.  More of who he knows.  It doesn't always last long, but it is there.  His hair continues to grow  --  it's getting hard to see his scalp through the fuzzy growth!  And the color continues to return, back to that rich, salt-n-pepper darkness that's his alone.

Love the smile in the sky. :)

I sit here in the quiet of the night, watching and listening to him sleep, as I wonder why I'm afraid to call for the pathology results.  I just don't want to do it yet.  But I will.  Maybe tomorrow, I breathe, as I have for the last two days.  We're both hoping for good news so we can re-learn how to relax again.  Even if for but a while.

We have been enjoying the beautifully cool late evening breezes, in the 50's, and feeling wonderful!  Refreshing and soothing and calming and crisp... and so good to sleep with it swirling softly around us.  Darby and Gypsy are enjoying it, too! 

(For those who don't know them, Darby is our Eeyore-ish 70-pound black-furred snuggly protector.  And Gypsy is our canine-wanna-be feline, who is spoiled rotten by the Robster.  Of course.  He is a gentle kitten inside himself, so I kind of understand the relationship.  Gypsy really tries to be good, but hasn't achieved perfection in that area yet.  I'm getting frustrated at finding my books and magazines with little teeth holes in the corners.  *Sigh*  There's no changing a cat!)

Please keep your prayers going for any hurt you see or hear about.  Prayers are SO powerful, SO life-changing... and SO needed by all.

Well, I'm going on hour 20 of being awake, and sleep is tugging at me... hard.  So I think I'm going to give in and be carried away, at least for a little while.

I pray God washes you in His peace and grace.  You just need to ask Him to.

This forgiven child knows.

Good night. :)

Cheri ♥