Monday, December 29, 2014

Wrapping up 2014

First of all, we pray you had a blessed Christmas and Hanukkah, and are preparing for a safe, happy, and healthy New Year!

Love these girls!
Our Christmas turned out to be beautiful and interesting. ;)
Rob was having a pretty bad day, and on top of that, my granddaughters were both still running fevers, so we had to keep them separated.

I went to their house early for breakfast and to see them open their gifts.  Then I was home at 11am-ish to get the turkey on.  Back to their house at 2pm for snacks and gift opening from us.  Back home at 4pm to get the rest of dinner on.  At 6pm, Nicole's hubby, Mike, brought over their portion of the feast, and I packed up our portion for their family, and we all celebrated together but in two different homes!  Rob and I sat quietly and watched Mr. Magoo's Christmas Carol as we ate (yes, my friends, it was his choice!).  We had a delicious pumpkin pie from Colie and family, and I was done cleaning up by about 8:30pm, and fast asleep in my chair thereafter.
Made by Ally for Mr. Rob so he felt better.

Rob getting lots of nuts and snacks.

Riley enjoying his new toys... in an innocent moment. ;)

The smiles and happy hearts did my soul good that day, and all the blessings that were bestowed on us, too.  I love you all.

I stayed home on Friday waiting to hear back from Rob's oncologist on whether we had to head to the ER or not...  praying it was the "or not" and it was (thank you).  However, strict orders that if pain returned, we had to go.  Rob was already very unhappy that I called her, and I'm sure, whether the pain returned (returns) or not, I will never know in his words.  But I have learned to hear him in his actions.  And I watch all the time.

Yesterday we said goodbye to what remained of the long, wavy locks of hair that trailed down his back.  We're hoping they return some day.  He has lost a bit more of the hair on top, a bit of color, and his red blood counts are still below normal (though up a bit from last week, if that means anything).  His WBC count remains the same, however those immature cells in the marrow continue to rise.  We'll check with the doc on that when we see her again.

The best thing about chemo days.
His headaches will not cease.  A 7 or 8 out of 10 is a good day for him.  He says his head hurts all the time, but the instantaneous onset of intense pain hits out of the blue, almost knocking him off his feet as he winces in pain and grabs the wall to steady himself.  I hate to see that much hurt in him.  And he gets understandably angry, too, especially when I call the doc when I worry.  I am hoping that deep down within him, he knows it's just because I care, and not just that I'm opposing his wishes.  I know one thing, I am developing a thicker skin.  Well, sort of.  It still stings a bit, but I hold back the tears okay.  And sometimes I even get angry back.  I don't like that part. :(


Today was the last chemo treatment of this year.  Just one more scheduled in the new year (next Monday) then the following week we will see Rob's oncologist.  We expect she will order the battery of CT's and bloodwork and x-rays to see what the chemo has/hasn't done with these then seven treatments he will have undergone once again.  If we have learned nothing else, we have learned to be patient, to wait, not to jump ahead of the results.  So, we will practice this patience as well as we can, and we will just wait.
 
The start of today's treatment.


As the day went on...

He insists on taking off his shoes, but at least wears these!

This is becoming too normal.

So happy that he sleeps through the worst of it each week.

Our New Year's Eve/Day celebration will be spent quietly at home, maybe watching a movie or two, or me staying busy as Rob sleeps.  He continues to tell me that he likes to sleep, because it's during those sleep times that he doesn't hurt. So, sleep, dear Rob.  Sleep and be pain-free.

Me?  I'm making progress on piles, I am finishing up my Christmas movies ;) , and working on my newest 'list' of things to do now that I've completed the gift list.  Thanks to my beautiful family, I have many books to read and study and browse  --  all about quilting and business and being independent in my thinking, and being strong, building self-worth.  Lots I want to soak in.  

Plus, in the photo here, a funny gift from my brother who has a great sense of humor.  I love "Everybody Loves Raymond!"  Those who love it, too, will understand. :)

LOL! :)

We continue to be blessed by your prayers and love... they honestly keep us going on those days when we don't think we can. 

Be safe out there in all you do, and bring in a happy and healthy new year.  Make a choice to do the right thing always, to listen to that Still Small Voice, to do good wherever you can, whenever you can, and to pay all good things forward.

We love you all.  

In Love and In Peace,

Cheri ♥ 
 

Monday, December 22, 2014

Round Two, Second Line Chemo, Day One

Hello. :)

I haven't been back for over a week, because nothing earth shattering happened.  Good news!

Rob had last week off chemo after finishing his first round.  These chemo treatments are referred to as "second line chemo"...  the doctors' "second try" at going after the nasty C monster, because the first try didn't work back in 2013.

So, since November 17th, Rob has completed four weeks (one round) of second-line treatment like a champ, as most people don't make it to 4 weeks because of their numbers.  For round two, he is only scheduled to undergo three treatments.  On the fourth week, we'll see his oncologist again, and he'll get ready for the pokes and prods and CT scans to see what these second line treatments have done on the cancer.

With the week away from the chemo, Rob's WBC's went up 1.5 units, which is not much at all, but it took him to just over the low end of normal.  We'll take it!!!  We know that will change, but it was nice to see, nonetheless.  All of his RBC numbers (three in all), remain below normal, and his platelets have continued to fall  --  but again, they are still within the low normal area.  I am feeling a little concerned about the immature granulocytes being above normal again, but we'll talk to the doc about that when we see her.

Last week we used the "non-chemo day" to go see Rob's surgeon.  We shared concern about Rob having had to go through another CT and the biopsy after he told us he didn't want to put Rob through that.  His doc shared with us that he and the oncologist talked over Rob's case after he saw us, and their choices were to either try the chemo again and see what happens, or do nothing so his remaining time wasn't spent sick from the chemo.  When I got home and thought about that statement, it was as if someone slapped me in the face.  I guess I didn't realize we were at that point of decision yet.

Currently, Rob is dealing with a myriad of symptoms...

His hair is there, though a mere fraction of what it was.  But it IS still there so far!  His voice remains raspy (especially after treatments), he seems to lose his balance (grabbing for the wall), is understandably angry at times, suffers constant headaches, and sleeps a lot.  A lot.  When I said something to him about that the other day, he said when he's sleeping, he doesn't hurt.  *sniff*

I have had to stay home with him a handful of times so far, and was even called home last week because he was not doing well at all.  That call scared me.  I barely remember the drive home.

Your continued prayers are so appreciated, as Rob is dealing with horrible head pain that doesn't stop.  More of the stronger meds still aren't making it go away.  But he doesn't want me to call the doc again yet (even though the oncology nurse today suggested we do just that).  So I sit quietly and watch.  I find that I watch his chest as he sleeps when I check on him.  Just making sure, you know?  Just making sure.

When we got home tonight, Rob slept for a good three hours.  When he awoke, he came out and said, "This one has hit me real bad."  It's amazing how looking into his eyes can hurt so much.

We are looking forward to Christmas, to celebrating with family, to fellowship, food, laughter, smiles, happy memories, and to refocusing on the season of the birth of our Savior Jesus Christ.  And even though Rob has not felt the best, he has carried on the tradition of lighting the Hanukkah candles each night, because even though he is a Believer, he is still Jewish by family, and proud of his heritage.

We thank you for every thought and prayer and blessing sent our way.  You have no idea what a positive impact you have made on our lives, how much strength you have given us, and how humbled we are to have you as friends of the heart.  Thank you is hardly enough.  You have touched us deeply.

We grieve with our friends who have suffered loss this year, and wish we could hold and comfort you all longer than we have.   In our hearts, we never let go.  And we will continue to wrap you in prayer.  

Together we wish you all a very blessed season, good health and happiness, the love of family and friends, and a coming year filled with all things good.  And even if there are a few bumps along the way, even a walk through the valley... we pray you grow through the experience, that your character is strengthened, and that you seek the comfort and peace that only He can offer.

Merry Christmas, and may God bless us, everyone!


In Love and Wrapped in Peace,

Cheri (and Rob)

 

Monday, December 8, 2014

Chemo 2 - Last Day, Round One

Good evening, dear ones.

Rob was very happy today to know that next week there is NO chemo scheduled!  They are giving him a rest before starting Round Two on the 22nd.
 
A bit blurry and black & white... today's mood.

It was a bad head pain day to start for Rob.  He is moving a bit slower these days, battling an almost constant headache that stops him in his tracks.  The stronger meds are helping, PTL.  He's sleeping a bit more, but that's to be expected.

Today's chemo treatment was pretty uneventful, which is always a good thing for us!  

First IV try didn't work due to an uncooperative vein.  But the good ol' right arm is holding strong, and he was hooked up in no time at all.  Rob gets one oral drug, and three IV drugs.  IV one made him a bit nauseous.  By IV two, he was sleeping, and he slept through IV three.  No bad pain, no changing IV drips... it was a decent day!  We were there for a little over 3.5 hours today, which is great compared to Chemo 2012  --  7-8 hour stints.

Rob's blood counts continue to drop, his platelets are holding within low-normal limits, but his immature granulocytes are up above normal.  Something we'll need to keep a handle on.  His temp was also a bit elevated, as it has been for a couple of days.  We have to be tighter on keeping him away from people and germs, as his immune system is VERY compromised right now.

We usually go out to eat on our birthdays, and as mine is approaching, we will be ordering a carryout and sharing it at home instead this year.  That's okay...  it's more comfortable anyways to be home. :)  We want to keep him out of public places other than going to medical appointments, and we are being very careful when we do that.  Although, with this continuing low-grade fever, we obviously need to try harder. :(  


The face of restful peace amidst much...
Rob's long, wavy locks are falling out every day... every time he touches them, in fact.  Always a little upsetting to find little handfuls in the shower, and in his brush.  But as for now, his head is still covered and we are thankful for that.

I'd like to get Rob in to see his surgeon before the end of December to check on a thing or two, but not sure Rob will cooperate.  He's tired of white coats and needles, and I can't really blame him.  I'm tired, too.  The last few years have been a blur, a flurry of emotions, tears and anger and so much more. 

Regardless of it all, we are thankful for many things...  the love and support of our families, the uplifting words from our friends, the roof over our head, the food to eat, the money for bills, the kindnesses and well wishes....  for a warm place to sleep, and gas for the car... and so much more.  Yes, the road is a bit bumpy lately, but we're still able to jump some of the cracks, and we are forever grateful for so much.
Me watching and waiting.

We don't know what the future holds, or how long the future is, but in reality, none of us do.  

So be thankful for today, for what you have, for the things God has protected you from and led you to.  We learn and grow from every circumstance.  And we can be strong through whatever tears may come, for they will last but a short time.  Our smiles will return when we focus on the joy in the memories that will always be deep within.  

And on the blessings that will continue...

I will update before Rob starts round two of treatments if there are changes that can't wait.  Otherwise, I'll just update after he starts "round two" on December 22nd.

I was in a B&W mood, too.
Enjoy whatever season you're in.  

We are.  :)

Happy almost winter!!!  Brrr!!!


In Love and In Peace,

Cheri

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

Thankful... Every Day.

Let's start off by saying we hope you had a very blessed Thanksgiving!  

Brother Stu, Rob, Sister Holly

Michael and Benjamin

Nicole, Izzy, and Ally

Benjamin

Jason, a very tired sinking-down-into-the-couch Rob, and Stu
Not enough words to say how Izzy and Ally ADORE Miss Holly!

We were honored to be able to celebrate with family from both sides all in one home, and it was a nice time for all.  Rob joined us for dinner and a little conversation, then went back home, as we are trying to keep him away from people and out of the public as much as possible as he continues with his chemo treatments.  Besides, he still tires pretty easily, and wears down fast.

Yesterday morning, Rob called to me as he finished his shower.  I went in and he set a handful of hair in my hand.  The exchanged glance we shared said it all.  It has started, though we both hoped it wouldn't.  He wanted me to name today's blog, "Hello Darkness My Old Friend..." for lots of reasons.  But a thankful reminder just sounded better.

Yesterday was Day 3 of chemo since the cancer returned.  Rob has one more treatment next Monday, then a week of rest, then another 3 weeks of treatment before doing another CT scan to see what effects the chemo has had on the cancer.  

Rob's blood work, all the red counts, remain below normal.  His platelets remain near the low level of normal, as does his white blood cell count, making him very susceptible to infection.  This is why we continue to ask people to stay away for now, especially if there is any inkling of sickness in your circle of people.  Thank you for respecting that. 

Day 3 started out pretty good...  IV went in with one try, and we were expecting smooth sailing.  However, Rob was having pain, and they re-started a new IV in the other hand.  He gets a total of four drugs, with the actual chemo being the last given.  Once the actual chemo IV bag went up, the pain that Rob was in was very apparent, and they had to stop the infusion, re-start the IV between his wrist and elbow area, and from that point on, it was good.  A port may be in the future if he has to continue with chemo long term, and depending on how his veins hold up.  As of now, he does not want one.

 

So he left with lots of bandages again... not the first time.  Not anybody's fault, just the way his veins are reacting again.  The nursing staff in the short-stay unit is superb, and it's so nice to be greeted with smiles from familiar faces when we arrive each time.  They make the situation better for us, and we are thankful for that, too.

Today we saw Rob's oncologist, Dr. B.  She said Rob is doing well, and she was able to give him some tougher drugs to handle the head pain and headaches he has been experiencing.  She wanted to do a brain scan and lumbar puncture, as she was concerned about the cancer spreading to his brain, and the area around the brain, which she said is common.  (Another thing we knew nothing about.)  However, Rob put his foot down and asked, since he didn't start having the pain real bad until beginning chemo, if we could just slow down and monitor it for awhile before jumping into more tests.  

He's getting tired of all of it.  And angry.  I completely understand, though it's hard being on the receiving end when I'm trying so hard, too.  
Let it go, right?  

Let it go.

I missed a couple of days of work last week because Rob wasn't feeling the best, so my FMLA countdown has begun.  I start my regular work week tomorrow, so we'll see how he's doing.  He seems okay tonight, but we've learned that things can change hour by hour.

This pic is right-side-up everywhere but my blog compose!
All of the families are doing well, including our little Riley, who is now 20 weeks old and filling out well!  There's still some concern with a health issue, but we're monitoring him for a month.  He's a big boy!  We really have to work on "off" and "come," but other than that, he is doing really well.  I need to socialize him LOTS, as he gets too excited when he sees ANYTHING that moves!  LOL!




Count your blessings, love the ones you're with, help those around you in need, and be open to being used by God.  Sometimes it's hard, but always, it's worth it as we grow into who He created us to be.  So much better than anything we can do on our own.  Believe me.  I know this.

In love and in peace,

Cheri 

Monday, November 24, 2014

Chemo - Day 2

Hello dear ones...

This will be a short update, as other than today's chemo treatment, there are no doctor appointments for Rob this week.  We had one scheduled this morning with his surgeon, but he had me cancel it because he just isn't up to much else on chemo days.
January 2013 - Sister Bear at Beaumont!

We were blessed to have Rob's sister, Holly, with us during the treatment today.  Holly, or "Sister Bear" as I call her, was by my side in the hospital during Rob's surgery and has been my pillar of strength since.  I love this lady.  :)  She calls me "Mama Bear," because she has seen me kick into action to get certain medical people to do their jobs when it comes to Rob's expected care.  People should do what they're supposed to do.  If not, I'm not afraid to roar.

Rob had blood work done prior to today's infusion, and although his WBC's, RBC's, and platelets, among others, were just under the low end of normal, he was able to go ahead with his treatment.  With his WBC count being so low, he is very susceptible to infection, so we are doing our best to keep him free from it.
Today...

He slept through the main chemo drug again, thanks to the IV of Benadryl that proceeds it.  When it was done, even though he was pre-dosed with stomach-helping and anti-nausea drugs, he told us he was very nauseous.  He was moving slowly on the way back to the car, and once home, slept a good portion of the afternoon and evening.  He was up a bit on facebook, of course, and is up now for a bit of the ol' television.  He has told me several times that his lungs feel like they are full of charcoal.  Hmmm.  He's still not himself, but better than earlier with a few spurts of non-stop talking energy.  Wonder if that's a side effect, too.  It's not normal for him except for in type.

We were told the effects of this main drug are going to be cumulative, and most don't make it through 3 treatments without having to get RBC/bone marrow injections, so we are forewarned and won't be surprised if that happens.  *sigh*

I feel helpless as I watch him suffer...  big or little, there's not much I can do but watch him sleep and hope we wake up from this, though we know that's not likely.  It still hurts to not be able to make it better.  That's what Mom's do best, and the best thing I've ever done is be a Mom.  I should be able to make it better...

This morning I took our little Riley, now 17 weeks old, back to the vet, as we try to figure out what's happening to him.  We are trying a few changes and monitoring him for a month to see if he improves.  Possibility of renal issues, but we are praying for many better days.  Regardless, he is a little happy guy, sometimes TOO happy, but when I watch him sleeping, and hug him as he snuggles with me, it's all okay. :)

Today... Protecting, loving
Gypsy misses Rob when he goes for doc appointments and chemo treatments.  Especially the chemo because he's gone for a long time, and that's not normal anymore... for her.  As with the first treatments, when he would come home and lay down to sleep, she was right there curled up on top of him.  She's protecting and comforting and loving on him.

Okay, enough for tonight.  If things change much during the week, I'll be back.  Otherwise, treatment #3 is next Monday, and the oncologist is Tuesday... so I will update then.


Love you all, appreciate you all, and want you to know that we feel your prayers wrapping around us each and every day.  God is using all of this to make us all stronger.  Believe that.  

You are the world to us.



In Love and In Peace,

Cheri

Monday, November 17, 2014

Chemo 2, Day 1

Second go-round day, today.
Today we left for the hospital again, to the short-stay unit, for Rob to begin his second go-round with chemo.  It was a cold and blustery day... on the inside, too.  Rob was mostly quiet on the car trip back there this afternoon.  As we walked those halls to the unit, all of a sudden, for a split second or two, he stopped as if the breath was taken away from him, and froze.  Then, he looked at me, and said, "I remember it all."  He said the hallway felt like it was pulling away further and further, and he felt disoriented and lost.  I felt a stab in my heart.

The stay today was much shorter than what we got used to last year... just over two and a half hours and we were out of there on our way home.  Rob is only getting one drug, but it's stronger than what he had last year.

One nice thing was that we saw all familiar faces in the oncology nursing staff, and they remembered us to.  They were sad to see us back, but Rob shared a corny joke or two, and was at ease again.  That was good. 

And so it goes... Nov. 17, 2014
Our nurse shared with Rob and I what to expect with this chemo round...  most likely hair loss, most likely nerve damage as in tingling in the hands and toes, not a big possibility of nausea (though they pumped him full of anti-nausea meds before his infusion), and a few other minor things.  She reminded him that this drug was going to kill his good white blood cells along with the cancer cells, so he was going to have to be careful about his immunity now being suppressed.  We've already been sanitizing everything each morning.  And he has to be very careful about cutting himself anywhere due to bleeding issues.  *sigh*

One of our favorite nurses got the IV in with just one try... that was nice, since Rob's other arm is still badly bruised from his biopsy and CT a couple of weeks ago.

Us, 11-17-14
Rob was in a good frame of mind, but more 'defeated' than I wanted to see him.  But at least the 'anger' is gone... he's moving in the right direction, I think.  I hope.  He talked for a little bit, then  slept through most of the treatment.  I kept watching him as he slept, then glanced back at the pile of papers I brought along to stay busy with.  Too many things, as usual, but I wasn't sure how long we'd be there.  When we left, he was walking a little slower, not feeling the best... but I told him he just had chemo pumping through his body  --  he wasn't supposed to feel the best.

Once home, he ate a late lunch, and went to lay down in the bedroom for awhile.  He was up for a little bit, but went to lay down again, as he's already feeling changes within.  Little bouts of dizziness and unsteadiness.  Just not feeling good... And by the way, he's feeling very nauseous, but he has been for several weeks now.  We have surmised that it may be due to the fact that the mass is pressing on his stomach at this point.

So once again, we are going to remind everyone that we prefer not to have people coming and going from our place, because Rob's immunity is going to be greatly affected, and he is going to be very susceptible to getting sick  --  and that would not be good for him at all.  It's going to be bad enough that I am working outside of the home handling money all day long...  And though I use a sanitizer all throughout the day, wash my hands, sanitize again once I'm in the car, and scrub and wash my hands when I get home,  I never feel clean enough.

I have to continue to work for now, but whenever Rob needs me to be here because he's having a hard time getting through the days, I will be here.  God doesn't give us more than we can handle, I have to keep reminding myself of that.  I'm sure glad He knows me better than I do.  I wish I could see me through His eyes... although, when I look at my daughter, I think I already know.  Love is not a big enough word.

Another reminder that we are not able to respond to comments left here on the blog, and I am not readily able to get messages sent via facebook.  I am mostly on my tablet, and cannot access private messages there, but only if I go to facebook via the internet, which I don't like to do on the tablet.

I will continue to keep progress "notes" here on the blog so family and friends can stay updated.  Tomorrow we see Rob's oncologist  --  she wants to see him each week after every treatment to see how he's tolerating the chemo.

Peace, wherever it may be...
We so appreciate your prayers and the love and support we feel holding us up during this part of the journey... thank you from the bottom of our hearts.

Please pray for strength for Rob, for wisdom, and mostly, for peace throughout his body and mind.  Peace is what Rob is all about, and he needs to be filled with it, too, on those days when he can't seem to find it.

We love you all.


In love and washed in peace,

Cheri  

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

CT & Biopsy Results - Nov. 11, 2014

This waiting has been a blessing and a frustration.

And it's what we thought.

It is the same cancer that has returned: aggressive high-grade carcinoma.
It is all around the aorta, between the lobes of the lungs, a spot in the lung, in the pelvis, and the left ureter.

Today we spoke with the oncologist about lots of things, too much to put here.  Rob is going to give chemo another whirl and see where it leads him.

The doc wanted to put in a port and start a multi-agent chemo  --  very potent  --  ASAP, and he would have to go see her the next day after each treatment for a "booster"... another dangerous potent concoction to try to keep his platelets up.  There was also talk of a heart ultrasound because the drugs can do much damage to the heart.
Feb. 2013 -- Day one of first chemo treatment.

But after a lot of consideration, Rob has chosen another route.  He is not in the same place he was when he started the last chemo in February, and Dr. B is afraid the multi-agent (4 chemo drugs  --  MVAC for those of you familiar with this beast) is going to be too much for him. 

So in 6 days we will begin a once-a-week single agent chemo, with weekly next-day doc visits as well to monitor Rob's tolerance.  There was talk of seeing an integrative medicine doc at Beaumont for other more natural treatments to use in conjunction with the chemo, but we're not sure about that right now.  One step and one day at a time.

Time.  So precious.

So now we wait to hear from the short-stay area for our scheduled time to begin again.  The doc says our goal now is to try to reduce it, or hold it at bay, for as long as possible, not to interfere with quality of life.  It will always be aggressive and trying to win.  That's why we will be meeting with Dr. B so often, so she knows exactly what's going on, how Rob's feeling, and what his wishes are.

We will hopefully be able to do both appointments on my two days off each week, so I won't miss too many hours... unless, of course, he is not feeling well following the treatments.  That's why I stayed home with him February through May last time.  He was awful sick.  

I am praying for better this time.  But I'll be home in a heartbeat if he needs me to be.  

Some things are more important.

There are times in the quiet of my life, that I ask God why He wants me to be so strong, and how He keeps me going when all I want to do is stop and curl up and cry until it stops...?  And He tells me it's so I can understand and be compassionate and help others when they are walking through valleys.  And He holds me so I can know that I can depend wholly and completely on Him for all things, no matter what.  I am not worthy, but He sees value in me.  And I am so thankful for, and humbled by, that.

Praise God from Whom all blessings flow.

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Around the home...

Our tree has been up and decorated since November 1st, in honor of my Dad's birthday.  He loved Christmas, and I have so many memories sitting in the tree light at night with him... precious in my heart.  So I sit in it's light, even as I write, because it is a comfort to me.

Oct. 2014-Rob & Riley!  Too big to hold, now!
Riley is growing like a weed, and we're continuing to work on not pouncing on the cat, or biting everything in view.  I wish the big-boy teeth would emerge!  I know his gums have to be really sore.  He is trying...

I changed my hair color, and cut it a bit shorter.  Was looking for just a couple of shades darker, but it ended up being about 10 or 12 shades darker!  I look like a different person.  But that's okay, because I want to be one.

As I write, the wind is picking up and the now crunchy leaves are wildly swirling around the yard, driving our new puppy to distraction.  The sky is getting dark, and the temperature is falling quickly...  from almost 60 today to a high around 30 for the next week at least.  Nice!  This is still my favorite time of the year:  family, fireplaces, Christmas trees, Hallmark movies... :)

Rob is sleeping in the other room... the new normal.  I am praying it is because he is storing up strength and energy.  He's in for a fight, and he's going to be up for it, if I have anything to say about it. (Please, God...)
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We'll keep you up to date on the treatments and how it's going, as we did the first time.

So until then, please continue to bless us by keeping Rob in your prayers.

Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.



In Love and Still Wrapped in Peace,

Cheri